Alison Wonderland Channels Personal Hell Into Distorted Banger, "Again? F*ck."

Mental health cycles operate like broken jukeboxes, playing the same destructive tune repeatedly until someone kicks the machine, which is exactly what Alison Wonderland does on her new single, "Again? F*ck."

She builds musical mousetraps throughout the track, luring listeners with sugary hyperpop before snapping shut with distorted trap beats that mirror her own health-induced spiral.

"At the end of last year I was going through major health problems and was feeling stuck in a loop, almost helpless," Wonderland wrote on social media. "This song is about taking out my frustration but having a sense of humor about it because it was the only way I could cope."

The profanity in the track's title signals exasperation rather than rage, like someone who finally laughs at their own ridiculous patterns. Floating on clouds of candy-coated synths, her vocals reframe mental health struggles as material conditions rather than moral shortcomings, removing shame from the equation entirely.

To that end, the track suggests that recovery culture's emphasis on gratitude might be another trap, offering exhaustion as an equally valid emotional response. Sometimes the most therapeutic thing you can do is stop trying to be therapeutic, embracing mess as its own form of clarity.

You can listen to "Again? F*ck." below and find the new single on streaming platforms here.

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